Maybe .. ?

 

Maybe I'm not meant to have the things i believe in the most. Maybe I'll always get a glimpse of it then it'll be taken away from me. Maybe I'll always believe in them, but they'll never be mine. And that's what it is, and I must make peace with this "ironically, belief".

Maybe it's written in the stars for others, but not written in mine. Maybe I'll always desire and dream about it but It's not mine to keep nor have. Maybe It's a problem I have or been cursed with, but I'll always ache for it, and I must deal and live with it. My stars fell.

My stars fell or imploded into a supernova and left me hanging by a thread. So caught up in my fantasies and beliefs and had to go through hell to finally understand the lesson. I may not live all those fantasies or beliefs, but I'll write about them vividly for others to read.