A Catalogue for love?

My saddest part of this heart of my own.. is that I don’t feel like I’m being loved right. Do you know this feeling? The incompleteness. I’ve never felt like I’m being loved right.. Sometimes I think it’s my fault.. but what if it isn’t?! 

I feel like I’m forcing others to love me probably. Like I'm showing them the catalogue of my heart and emotions! Telling someone how to love you is breaking. How can you just work with this vaguely desperate feeling? 

Like love in itself isn’t complicated enough!

Usually yes you gotta tell others how to treat you better and how to act around you. But, how to love you?

How terribly disappointing this is.. 

sigh.